Thursday, April 29, 2010

Last Night

I cried.

I cried because I got my period, and it just feels like the symbol telling me this will pass. I thought I was totally cool with my baby getting bigger. Turns out I'm not. My period reminding me he's close to 6 months when breastfeeding may end. Holding his little warm infant body will someday soon be different. Everything changes. Am I ready?

I cried because one of the best friends I've ever had is going far away. I'll see her again sure, but now there's a big comfort, happiness shaped empty spot here in Florida.

Love you Matt, Jen, Elizabeth, Trin and Little Dog.

Your friends,
Barb, Hub, E and boys.
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6 comments:

maresi said...

I'm crying right along with you, sister. For Jen, and for this little baby of mine who's still burning with fever.

April 29, 2010 at 7:05 AM
Calliope said...

thinking of you.

April 29, 2010 at 10:17 AM
seussgirl said...

So sorry, sweetie! I also just got my period back and am worried it means the end of b/feeding. We're still doing okay though, so I'm hopeful!
So I'm not sending you perfect thoughts, but I am sending you hope and hugs!

April 29, 2010 at 10:19 AM
Michelle said...

I am sorry hun. I think it is totally normal to feel that way. My sister was the same with both kids. ((HUGS))

April 29, 2010 at 4:08 PM
Jamie said...

Any change is difficult. Thinking of you . . .

May 2, 2010 at 8:42 PM
HereWeGoAJen said...

We miss you too!

May 10, 2010 at 1:05 PM

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